Happy belated Valentine’s day

I know it’s a bit late, and I’m sorry about that. Valentine’s day always sucked for me, well most Valentine’s day. I always watched girls holding the huge teddy bears, and the vibrant red roses. And I asked myself why can’t I have that. Why do I have to be weird awkward girl who’s relationships sucked? Why can’t I have the real thing? If you feel the same way it’s okay. Throughout my years I always had a problem loving myself. I was never really happy with myself. Growing up I dealt with people calling me ugly, and now I compare myself with other girls. Why can’t I be pretty like them? They look they have it all figured it out, and I feel like I’m stuck in this record playing over and over again. Then I started to look for that feeling of acceptance of myself in guys. They made me feel better temporarily, but then I was left alone. And I ending up asking myself: what did I do wrong? Was it something that I said or did? I realized that I wasn’t respecting myself by letting guys take advantage of me. Sometimes Valentine’s day isn’t about loving your boyfriend or girlfriend, sometimes it’s about loving yourself. So it’s okay if you were single on Valentine’s day, and it’s totally okay to love yourself you don’t need anyone to do that for you.

Love, T
P.S: the best thing about Valentine’s day is discount on chocolates!


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